Tuesday, June 12, 2018

April 2017

April started with spring break and a trip to Lake Tahoe with Chris and Lisa.  We stayed at a house in Incline Village.  

Everyone skied the first day.  Nice and warm

The second day, the boys skied at Squaw Valley and the girls went on a long walk.  We did Barlow Boot Camp at the park by the lake.

That afternoon, we saw the movie Beauty and the Beast in Reno.

The third day we drove to Chris and Lisa's house.  We met Dan and Dalia for dinner.  

The fourth day, we went to Alcatraz Island.  Tim and I went to Alcatraz when we were first married.  I took a picture of Tim on a jail cell potty.  We had to recreate the same picture!







The fifth day, the girls went to the mall.  This was possibly the most exciting day for the girls.

We left very early in the morning hoping to beat a snow storm over Donner Pass.  They required that vehicles without chains to purchase chains to get through the mountains.  It was a stressful few hours getting through that snow storm.


More track meets!

We planted the vegetable garden.  Annie is helping with the garden/canning this year as part of her personal progress project.


Happy Easter!

Carter played NUCS soccer with Coach Bird again.

Tim and Georgia went to the last Subaru Days at Snowbird.  That girl LOVES to ski!

Georgia went to the mall with her friend Taycee.











Thursday, June 7, 2018

March 2017

March 2017


Kelli Stephenson and I headed down to St George to run the Red Mountain 30k.  This was my longest run since my ACL reconstruction.  It had been awhile since I had been on a trail (as it had been cold/wintery up north).  Kelli ran in front of me for most of the race.  It was great to have her be the leader and all I had to do was follow her feet.  It was warm.  My legs cramped BAD post race.


Darn Girl Scouts are selling their cookies.

Tulips are starting to poke through which means that spring is coming!

Georgia and Annie at a quick lunch at Costa Vida!

With the urging of her art teacher (Mr. Bryson), Abby decided she wanted to run track.  She told me the week before and asked for a new pair of shoes.  She ran the 1600m.  Going to her track meets brought back a flood of memories of running high school track.
 Georgia and I cheering at the track meets.


Carter finished up his Rec Center basketball team.
 Skiing at Alta

Brighton skiing with Mike and Lyla!

Warm ski day at Deer Valley

 Georgia and Tim at Snowbird

During 7th grade the big kids had to job shadow a friend or family member.  Annie job shadowed Tim at Vital Smarts.  Abby went with her friend Abbie San Juan to Nick San Juan's job at the church office buildings.  Carter job shadowed uncle Mike.  

Our good family friend, Bobbi Stahl came into town for annual flight attendant training.  We went up to Deer Valley to see the kids ski.  Then went out to lunch on Main Street.

Tim went to Calgary, Canada for work.  He skied at Revelstoke

Thursday, March 29, 2018

Buffalo 100 Mile Race Report

Buffalo 100 Mile Race Report
March 23 - 24, 2018


A few years ago, I saw a video of a running friend finishing the Buffalo 100 mile trail race. I was inspired and a small seed was planted in my heart.  I do not have a natural running ability. I run a 3:55 marathon which is NOT a Boston Qualifier. My weekly mileage sweet spot is only 40 miles/week. I do not have perfect running form.  I have had every running injury. But I wanted to see if I worked hard enough and had a big enough desire that I could accomplish a 100 mile trail race Just. Being. Average.


Now that I have finished this race, I write this race report to remember.  Remember the training, the feelings, and all the non-sugar coated details. I write it for those who are the average runner wondering if they could finish such a race.  YOU CAN!


Training:


I ran 4 days/week for this race.  I ran on the road, treadmill, and trail.  I did the 25k loop on Antelope Island 4 times.  My weekly average was 40 miles/week. I completed 4 weeks of 50 miles/week and hit one week of 60 miles/week.  On my non-running days, I would lift weights and do yoga. My longest run was the Red Mountain 55K three weeks before race day.


Pre-Race:


The race day weather report showed rain and snow.  Because of the weather, I opted to utilize the early 10:00am start time. My race anxiety greatly eased knowing I had two extra hours.  I also purchased a Patagonia Houdini rain/wind jacket (which turned out to be the best purchase ever).


Race Day:


Tim and I arrived at Antelope Island 8:45am.  It was pouring rain as I picked up my bib. As we headed out to the start line, the rain let up.  I checked in with the race director, made last minute clothing adjustments, and attended the pre-race meeting.  




There was 20 runners that utilized the early start.  Jim Skaggs (the race director) drew a line in the dirt with his foot and at exactly 10:00am, he yelled ”Run, you fools.”   We started out on the 20 mile loop. This loop had the most climbing of the course.




I made it to the first aid station (AS)  with a small group of runners. I was taught to be fast and efficient with aid stations by my friend/pacer Kelli. No dilly-dallying!  The clock is still ticking. During miles 15-20, I started to get nauseous. This is not normal for me, so I walked until I felt better.  Then ran. Walked. Ran.



At mile 20, I made it back to the start/finish area.  My friend and pacer, Melissa was yelling for me! It was wonderful to see a familiar face!  She led me to where Tim had set up all my gear. Melissa gave me some Tums to help my stomach, filled my water bottles, and sent me off with words of encouragement.


Next stop was the Mountain View AS (mile 22) and then onto the Lower Frary AS (mile 27).  This was a long and lonely trail. Tim was the best crew chief. He always had a camping chair set up, my plastic container of gear open, and was ready to get food/fill bottles.  


I started to listen to podcasts and looked forward to seeing other runners along the way (and there were not a lot!!).  I planned to take some time at the Ranch AS (mile 33). I used the restroom, got some food, changed my socks/added more lube to my feet.  This was a longer stop (maybe 10 minutes). It felt good to sit for a minute and see other runners.




As I left the Ranch, I was listening to the Trail Manner’s podcast.  I met the Trail Manner’s guys while running the Red Mountain 55k a few weeks ago.  Right then on the podcast, they gave me a shout out for the 100 miler. I got the biggest smile on my face.  It totally made my day.


My legs were feeling good and I made great time back to the Lower Frary AS (mile 38).  I grabbed my headlamp and charger. It was starting to get dark. It was windy all day, but it was getting windier.  




I saw my dear friend and training partner, Rachel around mile 45.  It was good to have her walk with me for a minute. She gave me details of the other runners.  She was just the perfect dose of sunshine.


It was dark and I had trouble with my headlamp.  I ended up taking both headlamps off and holding them in my hands (I had one for my head and one to go around my waist).  There was a short field that I had to bushwhack. I struggled running through this section because it was hard to see the holes in the ground.  The wind was blowing and I kept having to hold onto my hat. This is the most technical portion of the course.


I struggled over the large boulders and had a hard time figuring out the trail.  I started to hit the panic button….I did not have cell coverage. I was all alone.  It was dark. It was windy. I was SO cold. I could not see very well. I ended up missing a turn off and got lost.  I eventually found my way back to the start/finish AS (mile 50), but I was an emotional mess.


When I came back into the AS, Tim wrapped me in his arms and told me I was going to be fine.  I changed my clothes, got on a winter hat, hand warmers. Kelli (my other amazing pacer) handed me a cup of warm broth.  Manna from heaven.




As I was pulling myself together, Annie Macdonald came over to chat with me.  Annie ran the Buffalo 100 last year. I followed her training and race last year.  She totally ROCKED it and was on my “cool-runner” list. I felt silly for being such a hot mess and tried to pull myself while she talked to me.  She filled my brain with confidence and sent Kelli (pacer #1) and I out the door for loop #2.



I cannot even express how grateful I was to have Kelli by my side.  We have done this 20 mile loop several times during training. It felt like a Saturday morning out on the trails with my friend….telling stories and catching up with life.  The moon was incredible. I had several PB&J quarter sandwiches and chips. I took my trekking poles during this section as it had a few good climbs. I had done a caffeine fast three weeks prior to the race.  I finally took some Excedrin at mile 57. My IT Band was starting to slightly hurt. I figured it was a good time for some pain relief and caffeine.




Kelli and I completed the loop (mile 50-70).  I changed my socks/shoes and added more lube to my feet.  More broth. I headed out of the tent with Melissa (pacer #2 who gave me Tums at the very beginning.  Yep...I have the most amazing friends who hang out all day). My legs were starting to get heavy and my IT Band was still hurting.  Melissa encouraged me to take more caffeine. She told me stories and asked just the right questions to keep my mind moving.



Melissa is amazing photographer.  I told her I wanted lots of pictures and video because I was only going to run a 100 mile race once….and I needed to document it.  She took some amazing sunrise pictures.






We finally made it back to the Ranch AS (mile 83).  Tim had all my stuff ready for a full clothing change.  It was still windy and I needed to get out of my wet clothing.  I got some food/filled my water bottles. I was officially sick of eating.  




The wheels started to fall off.  The exhaustion was overwhelming. I literally needed toothpicks to hold my eyelids open.  I started to get quiet and tucked way into the pain cave. My legs were so heavy. My IT Band was crippling.  I had heard of the “lows” of ultra running. But I had no idea just how LOW this felt.


As we pulled into the Lower Frary AS (mile 87), I told Melissa I needed to lay on the ground for 10 minutes.  I laid on the dirt on the side of the trail. Pack and all. I only lasted 45 seconds. I sat up and Tim crouched down in front of me.  I put my hands on my head and started to cry. Tim kept saying to me, “you only have 13 miles left”. “13 MORE MILES.” This seemed like such an overwhelming distance.  I was mostly walking at this point and this meant HOURS left. Carol Manwaring (ultra runner extrodinaire) knelt down by me and said “You got this Toby”. I know Carol, but in my state of hot-mess, I looked at her and asked her “who are you?”  She laughed and helped me up. Talk about your friends seeing you in a very raw-state. No faking the lows of a 100 mile race.








I guess if I can’t take a nap, I might as well keep moving.  I had been posting periodic race updates on Instagram. As Melissa and I walked, I decided now would be a perfect time to check Instagram.  I had so many comments and well wishers. People are REALLY nice to you when you run a 100 miles.




Somewhere between mile 87 and 90, Kelli and Tim blasted my favorite song from Tim’s truck.  Tim even danced. It totally put a smile on my very tired face. I was grateful for Kelli’s inspiration to remember my song!


Melissa and I made it to mile 94.  I was SO unbelievably tired. Tim took over pacing duties into the most technical part of the course (the part I got lost on the night before).  My IT Band was still crippling...going up and over the large boulders was excruciating. I had a blister on my right foot. This was a very long section of the race.  I was grateful for Tim’s stories of the past two days.


We came across two ladies that asked if I was Toby.  They had been following my Instagram posts and gave me some encouraging words!  We finally came to the long dirt road to the finish line. As much as I wanted to run into the finish, my IT Band said no.  So I made my mile 99 shuffle into the finish line.



I cannot even begin to express the emotions of seeing my two pacers at the finish line.  To hear them scream my name. I crossed that finish line a new person. So many kind strangers came up to me to congratulate me on my success.  I cannot tell you the relief of being DONE. My crew helped me into the tent and Tim took off my shoes. Best thing EVER!




My #1 goal was to finish within the 30 hour cutoff time.  I finished in 26:53:43 and the 5th female.


It was so fun to chat with other runners at the finish line tent.  Swap stories. I am still in awe at how kind people are while these ultra races…..aid station volunteers, other runners, and spectators.  Everyone wants to you to finish. They will help you in anyway possible. I believe that the 100 mile belt buckle belongs to the entire team (crew, pacers and the runner).  If it were not for Tim, Kelli, and Melissa, I would NOT have crossed that finish line. I am forever grateful for their kindness in my very dark moments.





Thursday, October 12, 2017

2017 St George Marathon Race Recap

2017 St George Marathon Recap

I ran the 2011 St George marathon as my very first marathon and had a horrible experience.  It was my first 26.2 mile distance, it was hot, and everyone said it was all downhill.  It took me 6 years to run it again.
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My summer training cycle leading up to the race was just ho-hum.  I ran all the miles, but no race specific workouts.  My heart wasn’t in it.  It was also a very hot summer.  So I had no real goals for this race other than just to survive.

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I met Smooth, Lowell, and Rachel at the busses.  It was so fun to have friends and catch up.  The race started 15 minutes late and we were freezing.  I lined up at the start line with the 5:00 pacer.  I really wanted to start slow (maybe that was too slow).  I didn’t listen to any music for the first 7 miles.  

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I took my first GU and salt pill at mile 7 (right before Veyo).  I forgot how big Veyo was!  But I kept my head down and tried to keep my breathing under control.  Then came Dameron Valley.  

I turned my music off for awhile and just enjoyed the beauty.  It was fun to listen to other people’s conversations.  The miles just clipped by and I was feeling good.  I was surprised by this.  At this point in Ogden, I was already to feel labored.

I was really consistent with my GU’s and salt pills.  I stopped all caffeine intake for 3 weeks prior to the race.  I saved my caffeinated GU’s till later in the race.  I also took some Advil at mile 18.  All of this nutrition planning worked so well.

By mile 16, I felt like I could really start to pick up the pace and not have the wheels fall off.  I hate the wheels falling off because the tears come and I hate running.  I just kept picking up my pace.  I stopped once for an icy/hot rub down and once for a potty break.  

At mile 20, there was a lady that I had been leap-frogging with.  She was walking through the aid station.  I came up behind and grabbed her arm.  I told her I had been following her and she had to keep moving.  We ran together for a few miles.  We talked a little, but it was just nice to have the company.  Eventually, I lost her at another aid station.

At mile 23 in 2011, Tim had just finished running a few mils with me.  He told me all I had left was a 5K.  NO BIG DEAL!  I literally thought I was going to die.  3 MORE MILES.  This year, I just got faster and faster.  I have never felt so good during a race.  I looked at my watched at saw 8:20’s.  I’ve never run that fast at a marathon finish.

It was so encouraging to see spectators.  I knew my family would be coming up soon and I couldn’t stop smiling.  I was so happy and felt so good.  Finally at the finish line, I saw my son and daughter holding up a big sign.  I gave them the pump fist and relished the moment.

I have never felt this good during a marathon.  I’m sure starting so slow didn’t help my time, but I the wheels didn’t come off.  The tears were replaced by smiles the entire way.  I call that a HUGE success.  And my time was pretty good considering my training.

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TT:  4:01:17  AP:  9:10

9:47, 9:38, 9:02, 8:53, 8:52, 8:47, 8:43, 9:33, 9:33, 9:21, 9:28, 9:25, 9:03, 9:29, 8L52, 9:01, 8:58, 9:42, 9:56, 9:10, 8:55, 9:02, 9:45, 8:18, 8:40, 8:39, 2:36

Sunday, May 21, 2017

Ogden Marathon 2017

"There is always joy after sorrow"

I signed up for the 2017 Ogden Marathon very quietly not knowing if I would be able to actually run it.  After I graduated from physical therapy for my hip scope and ACL reconstruction, my physical therapist told me that if I ever wanted to make it to a starting line of a race, I needed to only run three days a week.  I needed to let my body recover between each run.

This philosophy went against everything I had ever believed in regards to running.  But I knew I was essentially starting over with running and had nothing to lose.  I lifted weights and did physical therapy every day.  I did the step mill on the days I didn't run.  I finally lost all the surgery weight and my fitness was starting to improve.

I had a few hiccups along the way, but for the most part, I felt good.  I maxed out at 45 miles a week.  I ran a 12 - 11 - 22 mile runs.  But I had no idea how this would translate into running a marathon.

My goals for the race were as follows:

Goal A:  Run as hard as I can and be happy with the results.
Goal B.  Run a 4:10 marathon
Goal C (moon shot goal):  Run a 4:00 marathon

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Collette and I headed up to Ogden on Friday afternoon.  We ate at Slackwater Pizza and headed to the race expo.  We went to bed early, but hardly slept.



We took the buses to the start and headed to the staging area.  I started to see so many familiar faces;  probably 20 different friends.  It was such an added bonus to such a beautiful chilly morning.



It was finally time to head to the start.  I started just ahead of the 4:00 pacer, but was not committed to staying with her.  My pacer experience in the past has not been good.



I thoroughly enjoyed the beauty of Huntsville and Eden.  But I could tell I was running too fast. I didn't look at my watch, but kept trying to slow down.

We ran by the "Here Comes the Sun" guy blasting his music and then around the corner came the beautiful pack of horses (mile 8).  I was still trying to keep my pace under control and my legs were starting to get a bit heavy.

I was grateful to finally get to the halfway point.  Legs still feeling a bit heavy, but I kept playing mental tricks -- make it to mile 12 -- make it to mile 14.

I did look at my watch at mile 13 and it said 1:55.  I was nervous that I had gone out too fast.

The hill at mile 14 came and went without any major problems.  I felt bad for the young kid waiting for the sag wagon back to the start at the aid station.  He was not well.  I passed Rachel, Becca and Janice.  It was so great to see friendly faces!  I love finishing the Pineview Reservoir stretch and dropping into the canyon.  It is so beautiful and I was grateful for the downhill.

I was feeling good (as good as you feel during a marathon) at mile 18 and visualizing my 8 mile route at home.  I kept trying to figure out my splits for mile 20.  HA!  My math skills are horrible while I'm running a marathon.  My IT Band was really starting to hurt.  It only flares up while I'm racing, never during training.  I kept thinking, "Time to grind.  Time to grind."

We finally hit the large overhead water canal, exited the canyon, and started on the paved trail.  The little up/downs on trail and brutal on tired legs.  I was getting weary and kept telling myself to make it to mile 24.  Then reassess.  Mile 24....mile 24...mile 24.

The wheels came off during mile 25.  I looked at my watch to see if I could still PR.  And then tried to work my fuzzy math skills to see what the slowest pace I needed to run to get a PR.  The tears started to swell and it was pure mental will power to run that last mile.  Every single body part hurt.

Mile 25/26 is down Grant Street and the finish line is at 25th street.  Those last 5 blocks were SO long.  It took every bit of will power not to cry.  Not to walk.

But finally the large finish arch appeared and the clock read 3:55:11 (AP: 8:56).  A 3 minute PR!!!!  I couldn't believe it.  I started to lose my balance and immediately had two volunteers grab my arms.  I guess it takes a second for my heart to slow down and my legs to stabilize.  The volunteers walked with me for a minute till I got my bearings straight.  I grabbed some water, a creamy popsicle and sat on the side of the road.  My body HURT!





I saw a few friends at the finish and we celebrated each other's success.  I didn't have a lot of time to spend at the finish line as I had to get to Georgia's dance recital.  But I also wanted to soak in 100's of hours spent rehabbing my poor broken body that just ran a PR marathon.

I hobbled back to the hotel to take a shower.  All the Gu's that I had taken during the race were revolting.  Weird muscles were spasming.  It required so much effort to take off my shoes.  I'm sure that sounds dramatic, but I had used every iota of energy that my body had.  I literally had nothing left.

I'm grateful for my training partners who constantly believed in me.  Who told me that I could things that never in my wildest dreams I really believed I could do.  They've seen me fall apart on the side of trails.  And have witnessed my mental breakdowns.  Yet, they are still my dear friends.

I'm grateful for my physical therapist, massage therapist and chiropractors who kept my poor body working.  I'm most grateful for my family.  They listen to my recap of running podcasts, articles, training plans, and put up with my frequent naps.  

I still have a lot of work to do with the marathon distance.  But at least I'm moving in the right direction.  It's time recover and let my body heal.  Way to go 38 year old body.  Way to go!